Friday, February 25, 2005
-Dooms Day-
Actually intended to post a story that i wrote for valentine's day here. But in the end i could not complete the story because i kinda ran short of ideas. this shows that i am seriously lacking some kind of love in my life. Haiz.
Anyway, results are gonna be out on monday but my heart is already jumping like crazy. I think sooner or later it's gonna jump out of my throat or something. I have had some horrible dreams about the dreaded day often keeping me awake through the night wondering what i would do if... *no IFs sookhui. think positive* But i can't! Looking back now, i really regret that i wasted away my time last year and the year before. No choice now. Hafta just keep looking forward.
In the short span of 4 days i would have to decide what course i would take. I have mostly made up my mind to take the poly route but something is telling me that maybe the JC route is better because its a straighter route to uni. 12 choices to fill up. So many yet at the same time so little. Top choices: hospitality and tourism management @ TP, law management @ TP, mass comm @ NP, new media @ RP, media and comm @ SP. Hopefully can make it into one of these courses. If not i would go take up nursing.
If i get shity results, i think i would probably not go home. How would i face my parents who had placed such high hopes on me? I would have let them down. Who's willing to put me up at their homes on that day?