Monday, May 01, 2006
-Insecurities-
Handsome guys or pretty girls always give people a sense of insecurity. They often have no lack of suitors and people always flock to them. Their partners would then have a sense of insecurity. Maybe handsome guys and pretty girls should just pair up together and leave the average and ugly ones alone.
Feel so much like crying now.
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Who would have known Esther, one of the plainest looking girl around, would be able to score herself a hottie like Raymond for a boyfriend. Everyone talked about their relationship and all of the girls envied Esther.
Raymond was popular with the crowd and he often had girls around him. Guys envied him and girls adored him.
Although Esther was not a very popular girl, he was deeply in love with her. Maybe it was because of the way she carried herself and her liveliness that drew him to her. All he knew was that he would never be able to do without her. He loved her for who she is and no one else would ever replace her in his heart. Even with all the pretty girls around him, he only had eyes for Esther.
Esther never told him how jealous she felt when she see girls around him. Or how jealous she feels when he talks and play around with other girls and seem happier with the other girls than when he is with her. She just did not want to seem possessive but everytime he ignored her to talk to other girls, she had to resist the urge to turn around and just walk away.
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A lonely girl.
Tears in her eyes.
Silently crying.
Good night.